Funds of victims of childhood abuse

I grew up in a household of chaos and violence-and my mother told me each day how ugly I was and to this day it impacts me: I grew up beaten daily  by my mums partners. Physical and verbal abuse. Too shuy to do anything and to shy to speak. At 33 I’m still impacted, night mares night terrors extreme anxiety . The two people that ruined my life l live  happy and not impacted . It infuriates me that as an adult would who beat up another adult , I’d presume I’m in court but no, not them with their historical abuse.anyone first and most importantly let’s donate to the the the kids of today thay need hepl.

And a secondry if there anything left over i would like to have a normal life. I’ve tried anti depressants , I’ve tried CBT, pills but stilll suffer everyday  I let it take over me and low need reh. Any support would help thanks you any one going though the same message me

 let’s