Hello, My names James Iam a 31 year old from N.Ireland, Today is thursday 28 September 11:30pm and I see myself a desperately writing this message praying that someone with a heart of gold sees this message, 2 years ago I met this wonderful girl in my life that i truly love with all my heart, Infact were two years together tomorrow, We made a huge mistake in the start of our relationship by taking out a payday loan to pay for a hotel room as we live 70 miles apart, Little did we know we soon found ourselfs crippled in debt getting one loan to pay another, with huge Interest. It breaks my heart seeing my girlfriend working 5/6 day a week and lifting her pay check at the end of the month only for every single penny to go on debt, she’s left with nothing. Iam working myself but never see a penny of my wages either. I honestly don’t care about money or the material things in life all I want is our happiness back, we’re struggling so bad and it’s tearing us apart. On the 12th July last year I attempted suicide, how selfish of me to even think about that, Iam now on antidepressants after suffering severe anxiety and panic attacks back in March this year, the stress has got to much for me and I can’t hide it anymore it’s wrecking my life, worrying about never having enough to pay anything, All I want is for us to have another chance at life, I have nothing but I have a heart of gold and I would never pass anyone without helping them, that’s just who I am, we are approximately £12.000 in debt. And the repayments are crippling us both. I don’t know who you are reading this but if anyone anywhere could please help us I will forever be in your debt. I truly believe in the old saying if you give you get back, I believe there’s someone out there that will sleep happy tonight knowing they helped us james 31, susan25 have another chance at life. Thankyou for taking your time for reading my story, Any help at all would be so appreciated, Thankyou so much.