For the last 20 years I have worked in marketing - have met some wonderful people along the way but also encountered many difficulties at work and personally. I have found myself out of work due to redundancy and ill health on a number of occasions - each time this has happened the financial pressures have increased.
I have previously owned and then lost my own home due to the nature of the marketing beast and am now living with my elderly parents.
I have recently found myself in this dire situation again and have been forced to face my battles with anxiety - it seems this industry is a breeding ground for non genuine people, who feed and thrive on making others miserable in their quest for the top of the tree.
Now that my anxiety has gone I am ready to work again, but I don't want to put myself in a negative situation again, however marketing is all I know, and I have the added financial pressures that only my marketing salary can fund :(
I am desperate to do something else, if nothing else but for my own sanity, therefore I am looking for some help financially so that I can do something that is satisfying and not soul destroying.
My dream would be to be able to work with animals - at a vets, or a homing centre, a charity or even something like a 999 call handler. However the salaries just don't allow me to do so :( I want to be proud of what I do and have a reason to get up every day and be able to give something back.
Raising enough money to pay off some of my debt would really help me to achieve this dream.
It pains me to write something like this "begging for assistance" but I am desperate to be happy.
Thank you for reading xxx