- HELP , please, I'm desperate, I'm a 40 year old male, I'm expecting my first child with my partner of 7years in November. I need to raise this money to use as a deposit for a new flat, our current one was lovely but the landlord has become unattainable to repair a leak in the roof. My debt problems have spiralled out of control I can't obtain credit to fix this, I can't do anything, it's keeping me awake at night, I work full time ,hard physical job and even then I can't sleep at night. I'm starting to think about suicide to give my partner the life insurance money so she will be able to raise our baby.
I'm petrified I'm going to do something like suicide as I can't see any way at all to fix this. Please help I'm willing to do anything