This is my sole way right now, crowdfunding.

After a series of extreme panic attacks my brain and body could no longer cope with the world and shut down putting me in a state know as dissociation/ derealisation. This is the state your brain and body goes into, when flight or fight didn’t work and the lion in the mind caught you. It blurs your senses, your being, your memories, your entire life in order to protect you from your fate. This state made me feel as though nothing were real, my beloved son I could no longer understand, my house, a jigsaw I couldn’t piece together, my sight and brain shut down. All of this continued to cause me to panic which exacerbated the symptoms and kept me locked in that state for a very long time: each day, confused and not knowing myself, I lost connection with everything that meant something to me and had no sense of self to help me figure out. I stumbled around in hell for a long long time. During that time I had enough money to engage with a therapist that understood this and she walked me through this hell tethering me to something. Now I am at home coming out of this but still feel I need her services greatly but can no longer afford them. The money is for a year of her services at £55 per week, which is not much for and hour and a half of her time. I know she would see me for free if she could afford it, she is a good woman. So if anyone could help me raise this money it would be greatly appreciated. It’s to help me piece reality back together so I can enjoy a life with my son again.