i am 51 years old and suffered with alcoholism since my first wife left about 20 years ago,i was homeless so slept on fields and had no reason to carry on,i have been with my current wife 14 years and how she stays with me is a miracle,as well as been a functioning alcohol i have had pancreaitis,now have heart failure and suffer with copd,my mental health is currently in crisis and im waiting for an appointment to see a counsellor,you all are probably thinking i bought it all on myself and yes you are probably right but with the limited time i probably have left would like to be able to move by the sea and enjoy the smell of fresh air,if anybody can just spare a little it could help me to get my dream ending.