My self to start static home business

Well my dream to out fo the impossible.  I had a bad childhood,  my family died, I've never had the chance to change my life, now I've become ill myself and struggle of bad mental health after my wife to be left, my mum passing away my brother choking and died and my dad had cancer died after, then I got covid become ill with lung and heart issues and lost my job and home. So while on a surgeons list I like to make a come back and get the chance to be on a small property ladder with my own static home and selling them. My dreams always to live in one on my own. I've had no children as I had my prostate operated on when I was 28. So just myself left to have my attention getting my own business adventure.  If there's anyone kind enough yo help.