I am severely disabled with scoliosis osteoporosis carpal tunnel chondromalacia patella arthritis carpal tunnel chronic spontaneous urticaria mental health and recently diagnosed with emphysema I am currently on 35 tablets a day and a biological injection 4 weekly. I have 2 children aged 23 and 30 both diagnosed with adhd and my son also was diagnosed with conduct disorder and autism at 3 was written off by psychiatrists saying by he would never cope with main stream school leave home work or have a girlfriend. Consequently he finished main stream school bought his own house with girlfriend and works as a mobile car sprayer. My daughter who has 2 boys has just been told she has a clot on her lung. My mother is 86 owns her own home cant get help from our government as she got a private pension as she worked her whole life putting her 2 pounds over getting pension credit warm heat and lost her husband 4 years ago.
I gave up my life to stop my children going into centres as they said they would fail as I knew as i was called everyday to help keep them in school we have lived in my house 26 years and i was 2000 pound in advance with my rent once my children left home they changed me yo universal credit who I sent in sick notes in for 3 years living on 270 pound a month and they lost them which I have sent all copies involved cab yet they did not pay my full rent as I had 2 extra bedrooms so charged bedroom tax which I was entitled to a room for a carer and they knew my grandson stayed alot I could not afford out of 270 pounds a month to pay rent and over the time what I was in advance I then become in arrears with threat of eviction despite running and being chair when able to run a residents association with no regard or help before arrears doctor and mental health asked for me to be helped possibly downsized with no acknowledgement or help leaving me feeling I am losing my home and wanting to die.
I cant afford my rent my grandsons Christmas gift or anyone being alone as my mum and daughter dont drive and my son now lives in London. My mum as said worked her whole life and is 86 her garage roof leaks water running down wall and other repairs need doing which she cant get help and is starting to go downhill and cant afford vet bills