Journey to self love

Hi I’m Bethany and I feel completely stuck, i would love to raise money so that one day I can love the body I’m in. Ever since puberty I just haven’t been comfortable in my own skin which makes living life incredibly difficult. My appearance is all I think about, the thoughts are very distressing, I’ve always been severely depressed. I’m extremely lonely, I struggle to get out of bed, I’m constantly breaking down, crying myself to sleep, i can’t date and find love as I have no confidence.
I don’t want to get a crazy makeover, I just want to repair my body. My breasts grew too quickly and overstretched, I’d love the funds to reshape my breasts, laser hair removal (as I have thick dark hair/pili multigemini) and skin treatments (to help with scarring, dull skin and keratosis pilaris).
I just want to see the day when I’m happy in my own body and have confidence so that I can actually start living life. So if you’re a person reading this able to help in any way you’d honestly be changing my life and I’d be eternally grateful, thank you x