I am fundraising money for Mental Health Charity

by Hurt Soul By Domestic Abuse in Perth, Scotland, United Kingdom

I am fundraising money for Mental Health Charity

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I am trying to get some financial support for disabled people from Kind Souls

1737215048_1000001887.jpgThis is my story of rough patch to my disability

Several weeks ago, I found myself engulfed in an overwhelming darkness, culminating in a desperate attempt to end my own life and I almost died. This distressing moment came after years of battling an anxiety disorder that has intricately woven itself into the fabric of my existence, impacting both my mental and physical health. Despite my efforts to seek help, the treatment I received from my GP included a prescription for antidepressants, which only seemed to escalate my anxiety rather than provide any relief.

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I have been burdened by the heavy weight of my past, including enduring years of physical and emotional abuse at the hands of a former partner. Looking back, I realize that the roots of my anxiety may have sprouted even earlier. As a child, I experienced unsettling symptoms such as dizziness, which were trivialized by my mother, who harshly dismissed my struggles with the words, "You're just faking it." The tumultuous atmosphere of my home, marred by my parents' issues with alcohol and the profound disappointment of my brother's life choices, forced me into the role of an adult far too early. Instead of nurturing guidance, I was met with an unrelenting pressure to take on responsibilities that were never mine to bear.

As I navigated this chaotic upbringing, bad choices flowed into my life like a rushing river, leading me to a relationship with a partner who initially appeared as a dashing prince, seemingly sent to rescue me from the troubles of my home. Yet, beneath that charming facade lay a horrific reality of mental and physical abuse—an illusion that swiftly unravelled, leaving me trapped in a cycle of suffering. Still not overcome my mental health struggle!

This is my day to day battle with my disability

I HAVE BEEN GRAPPLING WITH A PERSISTENT DETERIORATION WITH THE MENTAL AND PHYSICAL WELL-BEING, WHICH HAS BEEN SIGNIFICANTLY IMPACTED BY ENDURING MALTREATMENT FROM A PAST PARTNER. THIS HAS LED TO OVERWHELMING SEVERE ANXIETY AND DEPRESSION THAT HAVE PERSISTED DESPITE MY EFFORTS TO SEEK THERAPY AND TAKE MEDICATIONS FROM 20-NOV-2023. I AM TRAPPED IN A PERPETUAL STATE OF DESPAIR, WHICH HAS COMPELLED ME TO CONTEMPLATE VENTURING OUTSIDE MY HOME, WHICH IS A RARITY FOR ME AS I GRAPPLE WITH PERSISTENT SUICIDAL THOUGHTS AND FINALLY, I ATTEMPT SUICIDE AND ALMOST DIE, SOCIAL ANXIETY, INSOMNIA, DIARRHEA AND PERSISTENT FATIGUE AND BODY PARTS PAIN AND STOMACH CRAMPS. DESPITE PUTTING ON HER SIDE EFFECTS FROM MEDICATIONS PRESCRIBED BY MY GP, INCLUDING RESTLESSNESS, NAUSEA, GASTROINTESTINAL DISCOMFORT, FLUCTUATING BOWEL MOVEMENTS, DECREASED APPETITE, DIZZINESS, SLEEP DISTURBANCES, HEADACHES, DIMINISHED LIBIDO AND WORSENED ANXIETY. THESE ADVERSE EFFECTS COMPOUND MY ALREADY CHALLENGING SITUATION, ADDING AN EXTRA LAYER OF DIFFICULTY TO MY DAILY LIFE.

I CORRECTLY LOST ANY JOY IN MY LIFE WITH NO INTEREST. I AM ON SUSPENSION, WAITING FOR LETTER FOR THERAPY WITH A SPECIALIST. 

SUN , CHARGING VISTAS FOR ME AT THE MOMENT WOULD BE LIKE TAKING AWAY FROM THE SHAME AND GUILT I FEEL . YOU WOULD GO AWAY FOR A MOMENT FROM MY DISPARE. 

THANK YOU FOR ANY ASSISTANCE WITH FINDING TO BE AGAIN ACTIVE AND NOT THINKING ABOUT PROBLEMS. 

THANK YOU FOR EVEN CONSIDERING MY REQUEST TO FIND SO JOYFUL DAYS. 

WARM REGARDS FOR KIND SOULS!

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