This is my story you decide if I deserve a bit of sunshine and relief.
Story about how easily person can damage other living soul!
Please remember this story it's mine but I can assure there's millions similar stories about broken individual with alike experiences!
Several weeks ago, I found myself engulfed in an overwhelming darkness, culminating in a desperate attempt to end my own life and I almost died. This distressing moment came after years of battling an anxiety disorder that has intricately woven itself into the fabric of my existence, impacting both my mental and physical health.
Despite my efforts to seek help, the treatment I received from my GP included a prescription for antidepressants, which only seemed to escalate my anxiety rather than provide any relief.
I have been burdened by the heavy weight of my past, including enduring years of physical and emotional abuse at the hands of a former partner. Looking back, I realize that the roots of my anxiety may have sprouted even earlier. As a child, I experienced unsettling symptoms such as dizziness, which were trivialized by my mother, who harshly dismissed my struggles with the words, "You're just faking it." The tumultuous atmosphere of my home, marred by my parents' issues with alcohol and the profound disappointment of my brother's life choices, forced me into the role of an adult far too early. Instead of nurturing guidance, I was met with an unrelenting pressure to take on responsibilities that were never mine to bear.
As I navigated this chaotic upbringing, bad choices flowed into my life like a rushing river, leading me to a relationship with a partner who initially appeared as a dashing prince, seemingly sent to rescue me from the troubles of my home. Yet, beneath that charming facade lay a horrific reality of mental and physical abuse—an illusion that swiftly unravelled, leaving me trapped in a cycle of suffering. Still not overcome my mental health struggle!
Thank you for even considering my request for financial support to have a little bit sunshine and worry free day.
Warm regards!