I am trying to raise funds for a divorce.
All of my savings and cash has been used due to my husband not working for a year. I have cancelled everything I can and am not locked in to. I am potentially going to have to also get an IVA due to every bit of money being used and taken.
I have been married 2 years. He has been abusive emotionally, psychologically and financially for the last 2 years. Locked in battles with his ex, and access to his children, I have supported this man and had him in my home even after all of this.
We have had multiple dealings with police, social services and The Leeway Project and School due to his behaviour and I nearly lost my 3 children due to this.
I have no idea what else to do, and am desperate to not self implode. My mental health is at an all time low, I am on 200mg of Sertraline and the Drs are concerned due to me burning out due to working 60+ hrs a week to try and make ends meet.
I am exhausted mentally. I think everyone would personally be better off without me here, but then I would never do that to my youngest as it would mean she would have to live with him.
Ive tried asking for more support (The Leeway Project) and they have been great. I have also stopped managing a Football Team I set up for Men's Mental Health as this was being used as a catalyst to excuse his behaviour. I have no idea who I am anymore and just want to go to sleep forever.