Get myself better and back into the community

I've struggled with mental health after the death of my father and my own ill health, I now want to be able to pay my debts and get back into full time work and contribute to society again, I've had a very hard few years 💔 and this is my last resort to regain my life and see my kids again, anyone that helps me I would extremely appreciative and greatful this is not a mercy cry it's a man down on his luck and broken from hard times and losing someone he loved more than anything in the world.