get back what ive lost, as im still young

For the past 8 years, I’ve been silently fighting a brutal battle—one that most people can’t even imagine. I live every day with Complex Regional Pain Syndrome (CRPS), in my foot/leg a statistically rare and medically horrifying diagnosis. It’s dubbed the “suicide disease, i also got diagnosed with gout(the worst athritis you can get)” the pain is unrelenting, disproportionate, and devastating. It feels like my bones are burning from the inside out, and my nervous system is locked in a loop of agony. i lost my school years/ my dream job, friends, and i with my injurys i cant work and struggle to pay for rent,food and essentials, i was in collage doing a course for fisheries managment (60k a year) and they kicked me out becuse i couldnt do it due to my injury, i can sue the nhs they kept saying there is not enough evidence ive got 100s of paperwork, i keep asking even now to see foor surgeon specielist to see if it was neccecery, personaly i dont think it was, i use a wheel chair for most my travel, the nhs, doctors all are useless and dont wanna help me at all, its still ongoing now the doctors and nhs stuff, im suposed to have an appoitment to see a surgeon, not sure why its taken 8 years to do, thats how bad they are and dont care about patients even though i have (suacide disease), its hard living with this pain everyday 24/7. i want some closure to know what they did the surgery and why i have this pain they caused. my whole life was ruined by that 1 surgeon that shaved my bone off on my foot, im 25 also still young and thing pain i shouldnt have at such a young age,