Bringing the beauty of nature into peoples lives.

I want to be successful and make my mum proud as she passed away in 2020😢 I am a very hard working honest man that has just had a very difficult upbringing and certain circumstances that has happened for example my little sister died of meningitis at 7 years old when I was 13! My mum became very depressed and turned to drink so I spent my teen years caring for my mum while going to school. I witnessed horrific domestic violence growing up too which the memories of it never leave you. No I want to achieve something I am technically homeless (living with family) but I don't have my own home! I do have the best friend ever a little Scottie/yorkie dog called Teddy that was my mums so I've inherited him and he comes with everywhere literally inseparable, so whilst before self employed gardener I can bring him along.
I do have a van and some good tools but there are more tools I need to get I also have no business insurance and public liability and no capital funds to start up and there just isn't anyone or anywhere for me to get a loan from. I also want to help my older sister and her 1 year old daughter my little niece aswell but how can I help if I'm not doing well myself. I would be so grateful and appreciative if anyone out there could help me with whatever little they can afford. Many thanks Marcus