Please help me get breast enlargement surgery

Unfortunately I spent many years with a man that told me daily I was ugly & worthless. I'm not beautiful or even classically pretty. I'm also not a young woman anymore. But I am done being made to feel like nothing. I would love to have a breast enlargement surgery & build a living from there. I want everyone that donates to come on the journey with me. Anyone kind enough to donate will be sent before & after autographed pics & hopefully will follow me through the journey of showing the world I am not worthless & also that us slightly older women can be just as sexy as the younger ones. I'm not sure what size to go for so any suggestions welcomed !!!