After an unhappy childhood and even unhappier adult hood, I've managed to shed weight and thought it would be the answer to my prayers. I now feel worse than I ever did. Pale, saggy, flappy, loose, wobbly.. unsightly skin remains from the years of weighing over 20 stone. I'm looking to obtain surgery, privately, in order to remove several stone of excess skin. I'm a new person stuck in the remains of my old body. I need freeing from this cocoon.