I'm not sure if this is the right place to be asking. But i was using hard drugs from the age of 14, I've been on a maintenance program for a few years and haven't touched Street drugs. But I've tired twice to get of the maintenance program and failed twice, i person I know went away to rehab and he's been fine years. My mum has just had a brain hemerage and it was so scary, i would love to go rehab and come back a new person, make her proud for once. I just can't afford to save 5000, i work in low paid job but most goes on bills. Any help would do. Thanks if you got this far.