My name is Tanya and I'm from India. I live in Toronto with my husband and a cat. In May 2020 my mother was diagnosed with a rare kind of sarcoma cancer - SMARCA4 uterine sarcoma of which there are hardly 23-24 cases in the world. Anyhow, I left Toronto in June to come to India to be my mom's caregiver. We tried everything and she fought hard. Unfortunately she left this world on 29th Dec 2020. All this time I wasnt working as I couldn't because all my energy time and money had to be gone into making sure my mother survives this a****** disease. My husband was supporting me and my family all this while with his savings. I don't want to ask him of money anymore as this is not something that is a necessity for anyone else but me.
Now, I plan to go back next month but I really want to take a vacation for myself. Before I start to hustle to find a new job and pay the rest of debts I want to really relax and mentally be prepared to fight for myself this year. I really need to be in a place where I dont have to talk to people and make them understand why this cancer took my mom's life in just within 7 months.
Thank you for the help.
This might sound stupid but I just need some time off.