My name is Demi, and I'm a trans girl who is on the waiting list for the nhs.. the waiting times have caused me many issues such as depression with social anxiety becoming a new one. I recently found out that I won't be covered for feminziation surgery on the nhs which has caused me severe anxiety over the past couple of days and has given me no other option to beg others for help. I feel like I'm looking at a stranger when I look into the mirror and I feel I will never become the person I was born to be.
The pictures I will add of me are from an app with a filter which shows my true self and has given me hope of what could be possible.
The largest sum will go to surgeries, medicine, therapy and other transition expenses. To elaborate: I really want to invest in gender confirmation procedures such so these will include frontal bone revision, Bischectomy, eye brow lift, hair transplant and rhinoplasty. so I'm severely anxious when interacting with people and feeling like I have to hide from public spaces. I’ve isolated myself from people around me for the past few yrs because of this. Unfortunately these procedures are very expensive and will take up the largest amount of funding.