Jay N Querns is writing a book about his life experiences as a man on edge and perpetual mid-life crisis.
But every time he thinks hard about his life he does not see himself nor know himself.
He only sees the lives of others. The moment to moment connections of his dearest and nearest, most respected.
But never his own life! This begs to question if Jay has been living ONLY to serve others and existing ONLY for those in contact with him. So they can liaise off his fundamental being for others to continue their lives in whatever meaning and purpose. But never reflecting a memory true to his own place on Earth. ........