I hate asking for help, there's a huge amount of pride knowing I have knuckled down and worked hard, but right now, I am low on funds. Just at the wrong time, a side saddle suitable for me and Thunder has come on the market. I gave been looking for one for my small ponies for almost 20 years. Unfortunately, with taking on 3 rescue ponies, their vet bills, the car (!) and dealing with the 12k loss covid did to my business, it really is just the wrong timing.
I know it will bd another 20 years before another saddle like this comes around, so if I could just raise a little bit extra,it will mean I am not putting my spine, pelvis and leg under anymore unnecessary pressure and pain.