I was late getting back into further education and as a result I can't afford to pay for it, I had tried in the past and received a FE award. Due to anxiety and depression I couldn't finish the course. A few years later (now) I am in level 3 professional cookery following my dream to become a chef and I can't get any funding to cover costs of rent, equipment, travel ect. Unfortunately I can't work and do college as my anxiety takes over with the work load. I would like to finish my course then I can focus on working. I have tried everything, I don't want to fail. I have gotten into debt, my car is falling apart and I have missed important days in college due to depression. Backers will receive a copy of my personal poetry book all about my struggle abuse and how I have fought to be here trying to make a change in my life.