My own business

I have work from the age of 16 and now due to having young children can't return to work until they go to school. So I would like to...

I have worked from the age of 16 and now due to having young children can't return to work until they go to school. So I would like to have my own jewellery business online that I can run around my children. I just don't have the funds to pay for what I need upfront. I hope that by the time my children are in school I have a successful site that I can run full-time. I would like to show my children I am a success so they can be proud of me. 

I have had alot of heartache to overcome from abusive situations, depression and more. I now just want to make something of my life and show people that the situations I have been in can be overcome and left in the past making me a stronger person