A project like this will daunt her and she will panic if I put her whole life out there not knowing this will even work and I'm not really expecting it too if I'm honest as I would not know how to promote this because I'm not the biggest internet user. she is shy lady and if I put her videos, picture out there to no avail it might have a devastating effect but if this does by any chance take off she will see there is good in people and good things can happen to her. If by any miracle the target gets even a quarter of the way then I will upload everything about her including her singing videos with her permission.
Depression is not a joke and wouldn't wish it on my worst enemy so I'm creating this page not really expecting anything because lets face it millions of people suffer so we cant all come here but it will be interesting and funny to see what type of support/reaction we get if by some miracle the target is hit I will be taking her away on a American road trip for 6 months to a year until the money runs out basically but after doing some reasearch with flights, food, travel, camper rental, cam corder and laptop to keep everyone informed on her progress this will last in a comfortable enviorment for around 6 months. the change of scenery doing such a project will surely give her a new outlook on life. Different culture and lifestyle I couldnt think of a better medicine for her and upon return if we actually do return I know it will go such a long way to recovery.
when I show her this page she will surley kill me but I am running out of options as sometimes I fear the worst for her and support of people really can help but her day to day life doenst seem to pick her up even when it is something positive
she is a very talented singer (not just saying that) she honestly has a world class voice an used to do gigs and shows before she started to lack motivation for life and has done some touring but she wont even sing anymore so i would love for her to find her voice again and i would love her to start singing again even if it is just for fun because that is what used to make her happy.
When we do get to america because one way or another I will get her there I have already arranged her to do some shows and meet some interesting like minded artist that have already listened to her (i sent them a video without the sob story) and it is expeireces like this that will light her up again.
As it stands I will not put her name here just yet as dont know her reaction but if we do get some unlikley movment I will post some pictures and videos of her and i genuinley believe it will show that it can effect the best of us no matter how beautiful or talented you are once your in a dark hole it is hard to come out and i try everyday to put a smile on her face but I can see past her smile and i can see theres alot of pain inside and i hope i can get to her before its too late.